So this is how it feels...
to not want attention,
to not want to be sought after,
to feel like giving up...
So this is how it feels...
to feel dissatisfied,
unaccomplished,
pressure.
And a part of me is close to giving up...
So this is how it feels...
to feel misled,
disappointed
once again.
And a part of me is too tired,
and also, appalled
that I'd rather not acknowledge the existence.
So this is how it feels...
...
...
to feel ....
